=D

The past week has been extremely busy for me and high on solvent at work. Everyday was a headache! Then after that it was a mad rush for me to finish up a lot of stuff despite that I had a lot of inspiration to just sit down and write.

Right now, I’m in the midst of packing my clothes as I’ll be leaving for Japan tomorrow morning!

HOKKAIDO + TOKYO

I just realised that I’m really really excited about this holiday!!!!!

[UPDATE 05 MAY: New Parodies Below!]

I woke up today to some news that peeved me so much that I have to write about it. Before I even get started, I usually don’t slam people on my website unless it is really necessary IMHO.

Main people involved:
Aaron Aw aka Phenic, the incompetent and cocky GM of Singapore Sword, better known for a face which many sponsors, ex-sponsors or people who would like to slap

Wilson Chia aka Tetra, the one and only Singapore pro gamer so far, who has been bringing home international medals

Main Action:
A well-deserved slap (or some dicks lied that it was “a punch”)
Permanent ban from CGS

Supporting People:
Daphne Chow aka Perpetiel, the fiancee of Aaron, better known for spamming as a DOA player

Supporting Act:
The weakest link

Really Extra Extra:
Oo Gin Lee aka the SPH Straits Times reporter

Extra Extra Act:
Running a sensationalised article that is worth putting on Wanbao than on Straits Times.

My dear friend Wilson, better known as Tetra, has ended his pro-gaming days in CGS yesterday and he is removed from Singapore Sword team.

The Misquote

If you haven’t known, the sensationalised article is ran on Straits Times today, titled, “Punch dashes gamer’s career dreams”, claiming that Wilson punched and misquoted Wilson in the article. This is untrue. Tetra did not punch Phenic. Tetra slapped Phenic.

So looking at Wilson’s blog, this reporter wrote a comment:

This is Gin Lee, the reporter who wrote the article in The Straits Times today. I understand from Wilson that he has an issue over the dispute on whather he punched or slapped Aaron and he is concerned this might damage his online reputation.
I would like to clarify that at all times Wilson has insisted that he slapped Aaron and never punched him.

I’ve omitted his “personal note” that continued in the comment because I don’t care about what his personal note is when his first paragraph is so dodgy, insincere and lack of empathy. The reporter, Oo Gin Lee, has misquoted Wilson. Look, Oo Gin Lee, who do you think really bother if you “would like to clarify that at all times Wilson has insisted that he slapped Aaron and never punched him” when the article is already published?

My conversation with Wilson over the msn:

Apparently, the reporter does not want to fix his mistake on the papers; meaning he just want to avoid all the trouble to correct the misquote, putting someone’s reputation into stake on a national paper that “most of the citizens” trust and believe what they read. Think that just a sorry over the phone and a dodgy comment on his blog could fix the problem that he has caused due to his negligence?

Where is all the journalism integrity or professionalism?

I think this reporter could do a better job in Wanbao.

Black sheep of the SPH ST reporters? Or most of the SPH ST reporters are like that? I’ll leave you, my dear readers, with these questions.

So what’s triggered the SLAP / “PUNCH” ?

From Wilson’s blog:

Part 1 - Overall

This whole issue is caused by not just me but everyone else involved in this league. Phenic as a manager failing his role. He did not announced to the other players properly who is our female DOA player. Neither did he try to mediate the worsening situation where everyone hates Perpetiel and him. CGS should have known better that the problem will escalate to even worst problems. Covering points for her has caused immense stress for all the team members.

Part 2 - His Reason

Why does the Singapore Sword players care so much about who is being selected? It is because unlike Region 1 players, ONLY the top 2 teams will get fully paid as a professional gamer in CGS. This caused alot of disturbances within the team itself. In no way did Phenic try to help the team in this matter except helping his fiancee to be part of the team.

We also escalated this issue to CGS. They didnt really care much. After I slapped Phenic, they started saying we were a bunch of troublemakers and stuff like that.

Honestly, we cared about the team, our career as a pro, our pride as a Singaporean.

Because of all this crap, Singapore Sword will have problems in getting salary again… I cant play for CGS anymore. And neither am I willing to spend the time to train new blood after all this had happened. I scouted and trained 3 other females to participate in Singapore drafts. Phenic just took it as nothing compared to his wife. What does this leave us, Singaporeans? I honestly dont know what can be done at this point. But this has defeated my purpose of helping people learn DOA.

Part 3 - Personal Efforts of Tetra and The Arrogance of Phenic & Perpetiel

I tried my best. Over at China, I spent my time SMILING at the 2 of them. I even approached them in their rooms to train her. While neglecting my own training, I never even get a single “Thank you” for my efforts late at night. They avoided conversation with me as much as possible. Everytime it ended fast and without much meaning. It is really sad that things cant be solved right up front when both of them have huge pride.

It comes to a point that nice people snap too. Here these passionate gamers like Tetra who has been trying his best to bring glory to our country and get these pro-gamers a salary, but obviously the GM who uses his dad’s credit cards like nobody’s business, does not care about all these. Not to sound crude, but I think he only cares about where his cock is banging every night. Who cares about these team of pro-gamers when he is clearly an incompetent GM but rich bastard who can easily spend USD8,000 when he went LA?

Look, people can be filthy rich in their personal life, but if you’re someone who has been so arrogant, backstabbed people to get to the current GM position, so arrogant (again) that potential sponsors or ex-sponsors hate him so much, make dick-ruled decision that jeopardises the entire team’s chance to get their salary, you’re pretty much a loser.

A smart, arrogant and rich person could probably get his own family business/money to sponsor Singapore Sword instead. No more looking for / facing “outsider” sponsors for funds, your team is well-taken care of financially and you can stay as cocky as you want. That just makes life easy for everyone and he won’t look so bad or even getting that deserving slap now. In fact, he could pull off looking successful at managing the team. *coughs*

A Possible Lawsuit

It is most likely that Penis Phenic wants to sue Tetra for the assault. Seriously, this dude is digging his own graveyard even though he could afford the lawsuit anytime. If there is a lawsuit coming up, it is going to be a lose-lose situation for him. Anyone who is smart enough should know why, so I don’t want to say more. But anyone is welcomed to elaborate on this.

About Wilson Chia

My friendship with Tetra began from a gaming event that we were involved in. He is an easy-going person and a patient teacher. Even though I don’t encourage people to resort to physical assault, I think that slap was well-given because given the situations like these, some people just need to be slapped - literally or figuratively. If all of us (my pals and I) could do a encore, we would like Tetra to do a KO punch instead.

Nonetheless, this first slap of his life had also won his so much support over the internet and the community. Nice but angry guys don’t finish last, but most importantly, good reputation is not built overnight to have such tremendous support.

About Aaron Aw

I often hear claims from mutual friends and people around that Phenic brags that he knows me.

Seriously, I don’t know him as a friend but he probably just know who I am. The first time I knew of his existence was 9-10 years ago, when my classmate was his ex-girlfriend. As a young dick, he has all the traits of an asshole - according to my friend.

As for me, all I know is that he is a person who emailed or messaged me a few times over the span of 2001-2007 for things that he wanted to benefit from me. I never have a good impression of his time-wasting requests. To me, he’s always a person behind an email, webpage, or message. Perhaps I’ve met him in real life before, but I don’t remember, I don’t give a shit and I think he deserved the slap for all that.

Heard that he is going to be removed from this GM position.
AW…………. How apt his surname is.

About CGS’s decision to pban Tetra

Well, I couldn’t say it better than Chompr, a pro-gamer from US, on CGS Forums.

Everyone is saying “GL in your future hope you find something blah blah blah”

You know what, I’m not going to say that. Because I don’t think he should be banned at all.

Slap to the face = permanent ban!?!?!

With everyone trying to legitimize CGS as a ‘real’ sport, then why don’t they treat it like one? In any other sport, waaaay worse things happen and the only consequence is a fine/short suspension.

Ex) NASCAR - occasionally has “fights” (ROFL) which normally means someone gets hit or slapped, and they get FINED.

Ex) NBA - hard fouls around the basket when the defender isn’t going for the ball (flagrant foul) results in suspension and/or fine.

Ex) MLB - Pitcher/hitter dispute results in someone charging the mound and both dugouts empty with some punches thrown. At worst a couple games suspension and/or fine.

These are more established than the CGS obviously, which is perhaps why CGS doesn’t want to take any risks. However if you look at the story behind this, all info leads to the same answer: that the manager of the Singapore Sword wasn’t doing the right things and that Tetra had tried to help his team but was unsuccessful. Everything he said just got brushed under the carpet, so he thought his only other option was to ‘get physical’. YES he crossed the line and should be penalized, but not to this extent (maybe we need to see the slap I guess :S)

Jokes aside, I hope to see you again in the CGS Tetra!!

For a pro-gamer who is under the contract of CGS, he speaks up for what he thinks; even though the truth may be painful, it is for the better. So if CGS wants to be a ‘real sport’, it should act like one. CGS should fix its flaw.

Here’s not just to CGS, Phenic, Perpetiel and Oo Gin Lee, but to all in general, be it corporations, people, friends, lovers and family, we don’t look down on people who admit their mistakes. If people could be more humbled to admit and FIX their mistake, they could gain a lot of newfound respect from others. But for people who always think that they are right at all cost, just prepare to get critisized and disrespected.

For more reads:

1) Wilson’s entry on his personal blog
2) The Wanbao-worthy article by Oo Gin Lee - A disgrace of Straits Times
3) How GameSync has done a better job in reporting news than Straits Times
4) Chompr’s quote on CGS Forum
5) If you’re kaypo to see how Phenic or his fiancee look like

OR

If you find that my entry is too heavy, here are some light-hearted parodies done by my friend, Sock aka Splint3r. Totally dig his humour.

I’ve gone ahead to name these videos as such:

How Fiancee Perpetiel Got It Her Way

Behind Closed Doors: Lover Phenic & Perpetiel’s Heated Argument

[UPDATE: 05 MAY] New Parodies!!

Phenic & Perpetiel’s DAILY DOA Practice! - by yours truly

Spammer Perpetiel Hates Chiu - by yours truly

Back Home: Phenic and His Old Man - by Splint3r

Back Home: Phenic and His Sister - by Numbskull

What Phenic Should’ve Gotten - by Splint3r

End note:

1) Carrot Juice
2) Carrot + Orange Juice
3) Carrot + Celery Juice (I have not tried this)
4) ….

CONTINUE?

Although reading manga online is a great alternative for me to try out all sorts of titles, nothing beats having a real book in your hands. It’s like seeing a hottie on the internet VS seeing and touching one in real life - the feel of the books in my hands. I love hanging out in Leon’s room because I can always find something that I like to read.

I’ve been reading Lone Wolf and Cub recently and I couldn’t get enough of it. It’s an epic - no surprise that it was extremely popular in the 70s. This is one manga that you can’t get to read online.

It has the elements that attract me to it. Strong characters, philosophies, violence, shock factor, art style, and sexy women like Oyuki. (i love her tattoos and when she fights topless) =p

But that’s just one chapter of the series - this is not about sexy stuff. This is about a Japanese warrior who became an assassin and travel with his young son who is one cute and tough cookie! Together, they are called Lone Wolf and Cub.

My favourite chapter would be volume 4’s chapter 22 where it depicts the independent and strong life of the assassin’s son while his father is out on his mission. It is a poetic piece.

I’ve also been reading up on Zen as it is often mentioned in each story. I realise that its philosophies connect to me spiritually and I have thoughts of practicing it.

You’re not a true manga reader if you haven’t read or known the good mangas of the past! You gotta know a little bit of this, and that. ; )

Quality Time
This Labour’s day, I spent my afternoon chatting with my granny over our lunch and my mom put face mask for me (vice versa). I haven’t done face mask this year and I realised that at 46, my mom has skin that is as smooth as baby’s skin - not just her face, but her neck and body too. Her daily beauty regime is simple and effective. It is important to maintain yourself everyday and being a lazy person like I am, she is a excellent example for me to look up to and follow.

P/S thanks for all the emails about my previous entries. knowing that i take a long time to reply personal emails, i’ll appreciate it if your comments can be posted on my blog unless they are very personal to you - because I reply faster here! =)

I feel like I’m regaining myself; my faith, my belief, my drive, my focus.

Everything begins to make sense to me over the past week.
Each uncovered a day at a time.

Perhaps it is like the way I fix jigsaw puzzles.
Perhaps it tells you something about your way of life.
My second player refers to the main picture for each piece he holds;
whereas for me, I hardly refer to the main picture at all.
It doesn’t meant I don’t need the main picture,
But whenever I look at it,
I observe it and get its colours, patterns and details registered in my mind,
And let my heart leads the way.

So from the entire pile, I sort everything out according to its colours, then its patterns within each colour.
I’m very anal about this process. I need to work this way even though it takes me away from the actual fixing, but I’m sorting out.

Then, I start to piece everything similar together within each micro group,
With all the obvious first.
I called that, “making friends”, for pieces of the same kind connects each other without even having to be referred to the main picture.

Nothing is revealed at this stage yet,
Everything looks bits and pieces,
Like a highly organised mess,
Like an oxymoron who thinks otherwise.
But everything is a part of the main pictures,
Unveiling itself as I find each connecting piece within the little groups.

Now here’s a little curse.
Whenever I’m doing it alone,
I realised that I get stuck easily.
Not that I can’t fix the puzzle, in fact I’m really good at it, but there is just lack of something.

Maybe it is some kind of mind fuck,
But it was almost hard for me to focus on anything for a long time recently.
Not even for my games.

I didn’t think of bothering Leon to help me,
But he came with his smile, his commitment, and his willingness.
We work separately on the puzzle,
But I begin to fix everything extremely fast.
For I take the company as a challenge,
To be inspired to be better and faster.
For each piece he refers to the main picture,
I’ve already fixed three.
All with my own feeling.
Gradually, the more I do it,
The stronger my intuition becomes,
The faster I get.
Till the point where I just hold any piece and my hand would bring me to the exact position in less than two tries.

Life is neither too easy nor difficult.

I’ve learnt a lot of myself after every low recently.
But I couldn’t learn and realise as much without all the positive influences and honest feedbacks that are coming to me through all the key people and close friends in my life. Self belief is a basic. Knowing and feeling that there are these people who believe in you, makes it all more empowering. Ultimately, everything still goes back to you, from you.

I personally think that I’ve wasted a lot of time on each low, but I don’t want to regret on anything for it is a blessing in disguise as long as I learn something powerful out of it. But I’d like to reduce the duration, having enough subconscious control over it. Like what Leon often told me, let the past be past. Now, Triston said the same today too. I think it is a very strong statement to believe in. I like this thinking because it also prevents you from potentially bringing yourself back to some vicious cycle.

And so it is… :)

On another note, I’ve been wanting to sort out and upload my portfolio online but couldn’t decide which way I want to put it. So for now, Flickr is my temporary spot for the fickled-minded me. Pun intended. I’m only going to put just one project for now and keep you teased.

Priorities.

My Guestbook is Up!

After being lazy for 6 months, my guestbook page is now able to accept comments again! =)

Leave your mark.

I know I’ve been terribly emo recently.
Thank you for all the long emails of encouragements and support.
I had a superb break over the weekend and I hope my subconscious will stay strong.

Due to some reasons, I couldn’t go out as often as I can recently.
So besides working, I’ve been reading a lot of manga at www.onemanga.com (read till your eyes pop), completing a 2000-piece jigsaw puzzle like a seasoned player, laughing alot, watching shows on discovery channel, gaming, jamming on plastics, cuddling, eating, and walking to places.


I take the best self-portrait!

On another hand, I’ve been invited to be the resident blogger at Nokia Zone where I write about lifestyle, mobile and tech. Besides photography, I personally enjoy writing alot, so any good writing / blogging stint is always welcomed.


Before anyone is stuck with the common perception of “Oh, it’s gonna be everything good about Nokia since it’s on Nokia Zone”, my thoughts and writings do not represent Nokia nor HardwareZone, but my own; and I take pride in keeping my writing integrity intact because this is my principle. *STERN FACE*

So feel free to bookmark it if you like what you read.

=)

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Ah ha! So it’s Monday today. My favourite “Dirty Jobs with Mike Rowe” is on!

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Something to destress:
NSFW
http://nigoro.jp/game/mekuri/index.php?lang=en
PERVERTED FLASH GAMES FTW.

I’m the Mekuri Master, the Skirt-Flip King. The name isn’t their idea… It’s mine. I’m a man who was born to lift skirts. You think any so-called “rules” are gonna stop me? When classes get out, I race through the corridors like a fearsome wind, flipping, flipping, flipping up girls’ skirts and letting the whole world know that I am the Mekuri Master!

Will It Be Okay…

If I MIA from my blog?

Low-Cost Multi-touch Whiteboard using the Wiimote

Head Tracking for Desktop VR Displays using the WiiRemote

Latest video: http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/245

Venue: 2902 Gallery, OLD SCHOOL 11 Mount Sophia Road, Block B, #B2-09

My younger sister is one of the 13 young photographers whose work is exhibited show.

While many may assumed that the exhibition name derives from the 13 number of photographers involved, it actually has a deeper meaning than that.

Check it out when you’re free, you’ll find out why.

Exhibition opens from now till 29.04.2008

My goal is to gain 6kg within 2 months and I’m dead serious about this.

These braces had made me lost 6kg since I had them. I know it’s not a common thing for girls to say this, but feel free to share with me some awesome tips to gain weight.

!! ALL SUGGESTIONS ARE WELCOME, EXCEPT ‘TRANSFERRING FATS TO ME’. MUAHAHA
With an addition of 6kg, I can still fit my skinny jeans - so it doesn’t matter.

Last week was a mess in my stomach again after having a bad bottle of soya bean drink. I had also came to terms with the fact that I’ve been feeling jaded about the local scene for the longest time. I ate and drank excessively on stuff that I enjoy (e.g. chocolate and wine), lost myself once in awhile, hated my confusion, verbalised my woes, waited for an enlightenment and yearned for a new sense of belonging in this society…

Perhaps, I’m in an uncomfortable transition that feels like forever.

Anyway, this month of April is filled with birthday babies. Just last week, it was also X360’s 2nd birthday. It was a cozy little party held at Screening Room. Small guest list, plenty of mini-games which I missed, exclusive previews of the upcoming games, and a super cold room to boot. Basically, it wasn’t a good idea to drink endlessly on an empty stomach because it screwed up my gameplay.

Although it wasn’t a media party this time, it was great to see familiar faces like Germaine (gameaxis) and Chris (EA). I’m also happy to finally meet Ian (Microsoft) in person after all the emails and msn conversations; as well as Diane (EA) and Alan (Microsoft).

Personally, I felt tad strange to be invited as a blogger as I’m used to media invites due to past works that I do. Nonetheless, I was hoping to see more avid gamers that I can chat up with on different games, platforms, and lifestyle; but often, I found myself stuck with saying “I’m playing rockband now” as the conversation topics seemed to be limited to X360 - especially to own a local set.

=( Mine is a US set. So I was the minority that is often mistaken as the hardcore which I beg to differ.

I’m neither a hardcore nor a casual. I see myself as a lifestyle gamer. I grew up with games from MS-DOS, arcade, PC, Nintendo, Sega, Playstation, etc. Hung out with friends back in school to play LAN gaming – I used to believe that I’m a guy. Interned in Mikoishi where I designed game stages and characters for mobile phones. Scored a job at MTVasia after graduation to produce gaming segments, which I played, recorded, and wrote about upcoming/new/retro games of different platforms. My trip to Blizzcon was extremely memorable. Then I had a monthly gaming column on FHM where I also embraced my real gender and posed on the page I wrote. In between, I’ve met valuable friends and fell in love with my second player whom I can also discuss in depth on anything and everything about gaming, and sharing the rest of my common interests.

While I’ve been feeling jaded about the local scene (not just on gaming) now and then, I think a better way for me to deal with it, is to look at what I can contribute and do good with it. I believe that if we persevere on our passions and perhaps, idealism, things will improve gradually.

Oh I had digressed so much.

Reality speaking, even though I can get most of my games once they are released in US – meaning not having to wait for slow Asia release, owning a local set is definitely more convenient in many other ways.

During the previews, we watched and received more info on Ninja Gaiden II, GTA IV, Dragonball Z Burst Limit, Dead Space, UEFA 2008, Mirror’s Edge, Facebreaker, Alone In The Dark, Destroy All Humans (OOOOHHH, anal probes!) and Star Wars: The Force Unleashed (OOHHHHHHHHHH *wong wong wong*).

The best materialistic part of the party was getting free wireless X360 controller amongst the rest of the freebies. HEY! Now, this is what I call a real goodie bag!

P/S Spider is back!!!!! =D Yes, that’s the name of the cat. Super cool uh.

PP/S Had some problems posting my entries lately. It points me to a blank page after I click “publish”. To solve this problem, you have turn off all your plug-ins using the ‘deactivate all’ plug-ins button and then turn each one back on one after another. Wordpress 2.5 is pretty neat.

PPP/S Do not stalk my friends in-game to find out about me. It is creepy and freaky. Email me eu@euniqueflair.com if you need to talk to me!

Nom Nom Nom

Weekend was tiring for me. I had bad stomachaches over the curry noodles, pms, menses came, cramps, fatigue and all. (I’m going to stay away from thai curry for a long long time.)

Luckily, before all that happened, I managed to prepare some great snacks for my second player’s housewarming party before I KO.

- Potato salad
- Shrimp salad
- Cream of mushroom soup
- Sausages

I enjoy cooking alot and I think it is a perfect marriage of science and art - if it is also binded with love.

It is like having a chemistry lesson (or an experiment) when you are cooking in the kitchen. How the product reacts with the regents, how eggs turned into hard-boiled, how food changes it taste when you add salt, how cooked sausages shrink after being exposed in the air for awhile…

Coincidentally, I stumbled upon a food blog today. It is done by a loving Japanese mom, who has been making really awesome bento sets for her daughter.

These are some of my picks:

Even though I may be an adult now, I would still love to have these for meals!!

All pictures via http://ameblo.jp/yukiko4-2/
Yes, this is the link to the cool mama’s blog. Yukinko mama!

<3 Heineken Green Room Sessions

and I had not drank so much beer for the longest time.

Bad bad moody swings must go.

It’s time for a new hairstyle, but I don’t know vat.

Be Kind Rewind

I’ve been on a movie-drought for awhile, so it was rather timely that I caught this awesome movie after a break.

Let’s just say I did not do any research on it since I know that Leon and I have rather similar taste in movies, he recommended that we should watch it, there is Jack Black in it, therefore nothing could possibly go wrong.

“Be Kind Rewind” is the name of a video store in Passaic. Basically, Jack Black and Mos Def are BBF in this movie. Mos was left with a duty to take care of this store while the owner went for a business trip. So one day, Jack the insane one, got magnetised during his sabotage at the power plant, came back to the video store to look for Mos. During his frenzy visit, he accidentally erased every single VHRs that was for rent due to the magnetic waves in his body. Hence, they were set out on a mission to keep the VHR rental business going by remaking the movies.

Besides having endless amount of good laughs and entertainment, I find that it also shows how important to enjoy the process of creating and having fun in what we do. I love how the movies are remixed and remade. So when I came back and did a search, I found out that this movie is actually directed and written by one of my favourite directors, Michel Gondry. “The Science of Sleep”, “Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind”… ring a bell?

While “Be Kind Rewind” isn’t abstract or too arty like the ones that I’ve just mentioned, there are still very good hints of Gondry’s art style in it when it showcases the movies that Jack and Mos were remixing. It eludes creativity and great art visuals. This is definitely a movie that the mainstream would enjoy too. I mean, it is a good laugh without being cheesy! So go check it when you’re free!

At This Hour

I take this quiet moment, to give thanks for all my great friends and love who have been giving me encouragements, insights, patience and putting me into perspective while I’m finding myself. (also meaningful comments that are left on my blog)

Also to my dearest friends who have been doing those in the past, but could not be as dedicated as before due to the problems they are facing in their personal life. I sincerely hope things will be better for them.

I hope all these pains are worth it at the end of the day.


This blog is beginning to be like an offline diary that I have. I’m posting too many times today! As if I write my personal diary everyday…

Now Cranberries’ song, salvation is playing in my head. Salvation Salvation Salvation is free….. lol sounds so corny to say it in this way now.

The Rakes

I’m catching them at Zouk this Thursday!!! YAYYYY!!!!!!!

http://www.myspace.com/therakes

Breach

A good laugh a a great medicine in life. I saw that I was featured in a girls-in-braces blog with 9.5/10 and I had a good laugh though this is totally irrelevant as to what I want to write about today, the description of me was rather cute.

Breach of trust is what I’ve been feeling recently. I’ve even gone to the extent of changing my cards.

So from today onwards, if anyone thinks that I’m damn shrewd with work and money, I’m only protecting my work interest / our mutual interest - even for friends or people I know.

On another note, I’ve been having tons of new ideas and inspirations lately. Perhaps I should take my ‘auction house’ obsession skills to the next level.

Cat’s not back yet.

Morphing

I am.

Even when you know what you want and everything is comfortable in your life, there will be times when you feel empty, inadequate, unsatisfied, bored and underachieving in a different way; perhaps in a deeper way.

I may have lost the sparks in life recently, but I’m reminded that I should never lose faith in myself.

Till the celebration of the new me, I shall stay focused.

On another note, cat went missing. :~~~(

Huzzah

I just realised that I have not updated my blog for awhile.

Happy Good Friday to all!

This is what my last Friday was like.

LAW BALL 2008

Kickass and fun-loving friends at law school.

Down to Zouk and Phuture.

Guess what game is this? *sniggers*

It is a giveaway.

So manja…. These pictures call for something soon.
I wish I can have my own cat again. I think a persian cat.